I was being haunted by my own nightmare. I was caught off-guard by the situation. I made a mistake. A BIG HUGE one. I can't imagine myself doing that. Now, it seems to me that that person is not the real me. Is she my alter-ego? Did I have one? Oh, maybe... I was just carried-away by my wandering thoughts. My thoughts simply transformed automatically into action. Without thinking. Without analyzing the consequences. Should I borrow the word from Mrs. President? - I am sorry… I had done a mistake due to lapse in judgment.

That incident happened a month ago. Now, I am slowly recovering. Pretending that it is already Ok. Thankful that the person involved is a man of character. He does not take it against me. He understands. Just laugh at it. And, even gave consolation. That’s the mere reason why I like him now. But, he should not know that. That’s why I told you...

-- A Confession of a Confused Soul